The weekly update has come. Wow, school is still really bad. im .1 percent away from a d. ohh erik saszik how i hate you. This weekend was laid back. Friday had lax and then babysat. Natalie came over and my cousins harassed her, we beaded. I got a lot of money. Yesssss. The saturday i had to get up at 7 to go to a million hour lacrosse tournement. It was fun, i was captain and we won the whole thing. We goin to the ship. On the ride home it basically constited of colleen brennan peeing in a cup and then throwing it out the window, and the emergency exit on the top of the bus flying up on the highway. it was amazing. I have a massive gogle tan, and a underarmour tan? i didnt even know you could get those. My hands are bright red and my arms a pasty... mmmmm. Betsy came over and we watched some really fucked up cult rape movie, last house on the left. it was scary. Booo i have to type up my world history research paper, and i definatly have not started. Procrastinate. I think im going to be sick on teusday. I really dont like paragraphs and complete sentances. YESSSSSSSYESSSSSSSSSSYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS im seeing Jeff Tweedy and NU!!! im soooo excited. Pre-game startes at 5:30. The cozzen sisters, yesssss.

This week has been the worst week of my highschool life. I dont normally bitch about this stuff except when i get caught doing something bad, but i cannot stand and part of this week. I have had so much homework and i havnt been to lunch all week because off it, and you could say i have bad time management, but im guilty if i dont want to come right home from lacrosse and right away start homework. I feel as though im wasting my adolesence. I dont even have the weekend to look forward.

Im so sick of the North Shore and i just want to leave for a while, the worst part is that i can feel myself getting drawn into it and i always said i would never me like that ::example is why i got grounded:: I know im lucky everything to go to New Trier because of the good education, i know i have heard it a million times, but i would rather go to school somewhere else where freshman dont have college counsilors and get maybe a tiny tiney bit of a lower edu, then here. Everyone says how much they love nt, but i cant stand it. And it could be a passing moment, but it has been like this all second semester. I like the clubs and sports and advisory? hahha, but everything else is crap. Oh wait, i also like my morning locker meetings. Oh, and i better get good a sport right now, because my grades suck and i wont be going to college at all on them. ANOTHER REASON! people think that just becuase they get a bad grade that it suddenly means theyre going to Oakton (which by the way is not bad, just viewed as bad in our school). Oh, and my mom suprised me and the girls in our family to go see Les Miserables, so i told my coach i couldnt go to practice and now i cant play in the game vs. Loyola. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

 UHHHHH i finally got that off.

Dana... change song to Jesus Ect. By Wilco.

Soooo, first day of grounding wasnt that bad. I had glax then an AMAZING first carbo. OH! i love... shitt cant remember her name. 5 minutes later::: no nothing... whatever. shes french and im going to get drunk with her and colleen sometime soon. But she has a mad tollerence. This week has sucked. HEY! only 23 more days of hell!!! May 6th and im free baby! Jenn, Dana, Stoner, im here for you. Names was pretty good, but i hear the one today was better. I said sorry to Jane, Rachel, Alex, Betsy, ect... the 6th grade group i was in my adolescent stage. Nora is going through that now though... im nervous for her. I wish i had something remotly interesting... but i honestly dont. Except that if im lucky my mom will let me and the cock go to lifetime....MAYBE. Lacrosse if fun, even though i suck ass. Jenn and i always run (wow, i was almost about to say a somewhat mean analogy but im refraining) so il just say fast. Summer will be freedom for me. Sleepovers again. Even maybe jens house again. so many oppertunities. But i bet right before summer break il get thrown in jail or something. I always get in trouble right at the beggining of breaks. Winter anddddddddd Spring. Oh well, il try and keep summer clean. Im going to finish my movie now! Uhhh, i got the best cd's. Peace out ladies and gents. haha, i just looked up ways to say bye online... DAMN